Do I Have a Disorganized Attachment Style?

Ever been confused by someone who pushes people away, but in the next moment craves intimacy?

Robin Scherbatsky from the show How I Met Your Mother might come to mind:

A disorganized attachment style may be the cause of this behaviour.

Our attachment style as an adult develops from childhood experiences:

• Were our caregivers trustworthy?

• Did we receive enough attention?

• Were we encouraged to be our true selves?

There are four types of attachment. Each type differs in the positive (+) and/or negative (-) view of yourself and others:

Secure

+ view of self, + view of others

Anxious (insecure)

- view of self, + view of others

Avoidant (insecure)

+ view of self, - view of others

Disorganized (insecure)

-/+ view of self, -/+ view of others

Disorganized types experience insecure attachment as a combination of avoidant and anxious types.

They push people away while also seeking close relationships.

Disorganized attachment may develop because of:

Experiences of unresolved trauma.

EG. A verbally abusive household

Inconsistent care as a child because a caregiver was sometimes present, other times not.

EG. A parent who worked 3 jobs and was rarely home

Confusing behaviors from their caregiver when their caregiver's own needs were not met.

EG. A parent who struggled with their mental health and was not emotionally available

Such events have the potential to contribute to a disorganized attachment style because they may signal instability and inspire uncertainty about relationships from childhood.

The resulting fearful response is a coping mechanism to avoid getting hurt again.

A disorganized attachment style often means being excited to enter new relationships but pushing people away the moment things get too serious.

Entering casual relationships built on physical intimacy temporarily satisfies the need for connection without having to focus on feelings.

Even if their partner is supportive, a disorganized type may:

• Maintain a negative view of themselves

• Perceive their partner's support negatively

• Show low commitment to the relationship

If pressured to share too much, or if they feel that the relationship is progressing too quickly, disorganized types may:

• Exhibit unpredictable emotions — responding simultaneously to the fear of abandonment and being smothered

• Shut off all communication suddenly and without warning

• Make excuses to leave the relationship

Consider the following. Do you:

If these regularly apply to you, you may exhibit a disorganized attachment style.